Tuesday, September 09, 2008

depressing............


cloudy....jz like my mood~ha

feel kinda depressed recently.....especially is 2day.....duno y ah.....jz feel cannot help at all n kinda depress.....goin 2 KLIA l8r......my sis is leaving 2day,to UK to continue her study.....n im really sooooooooooooooooooo goin 2 miss her like hellllllllllllllllll.......i think i will cry like hell at KLIA.....bt......hmmm.......think will la,haha.
tis sept,for me,is a totally brand new started,new course...new friend...new environment without my sis....duno cn overcome anot bt life still goes on.....am facing lots of challenge nw....1st is water polo,betawi cup was held at 30th oct to 3rd nov which ngam ngam clash v my final exam week...bt 1 lucky thing is tis semester i've only got 1 sub need to sit for exam,the other two r full course work mark....which mean i'll hv bunch of assignment need 2 rush.....besides,my knee cap oso a prob 4 me....am f**king worriy.....so scare it will dislocated anytime again....especially near da competition date....n really dn feel like improving at all!!!bt is lagging behind nw....really feel sucks.....well....jz wish myself luck,n train hard,n be careful lo.....n be more AGGRESSIVE n CONFIDENCE 2 myself!!!!tis is wat i desperately desired nw!!!!haha XD
da main reason y im so depress i think is bcz of nw course...nw environment ba....cant get along well v my classmates...ha....most of thm r international student n most r frm china. 2nd is assignment.......duno y jz felt like i've choosed da wrong course....n really dn feel lke wn continue study d....bleukh.....sucks man....
hope cn cheer up soon la....things still hv 2 goes on anyway.....
goin out nw le~will be continue soon~haha XD