Tuesday, October 21, 2008

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Well, went for polo today…..
Haven’t been there for sooooo long time d….
Feel….kinda weird la…..
Again….that annoying feeling came back again….
Is a feeling that I dunno how to describe it….
Feel so complicated….and couldn’t cheer up….

we were having pizzas at swimming pool with everyone after playing polo.
Although I am smiling or laughing…but I know I am pretending to be happy…..
feel so hollow…feel so empty….feel like dunno who am i…
Well, shouldn’t be blogging…coz there are so many things waiting for me to complete it… Tomorrow is last day for water polo, after that Vincent, Shang Shiong, and Ah Seng are leaving…its their last game…I think….
Hmm…so tired la…has to force myself to look happy…WTH??!!
Feel like running away from this place soooo bad…
Today received Yan Xiang’s sms…she asked me am I going to Betawi…well…its obviously…NO…then she said ‘please confirm to mr.kee if not the match will be cancel’…
What ever…don’t care anymore la…
Hope can cheer up soon la… =]




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