Bro: “er jie, later you wanna watch movie?”
Me: “what movie?”
Bro: “we bought Bolt and ‘MANGA 2’”
Me: “…..is Madagascar 2…”
Dad: “HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!”
Kids’…funny la…
Yea…went back home yesterday, coz my mom gets into hospital…dad called me yesterday when I was having my class, said is Denggi…went to visit her after waiting my bro back from school. Luckily she looks better now…doctor said that she has just passed the dangerous period…thank god…I was about to lose some one who loves me the most in my life and I don’t even realized it…how hopeless am I…
When she was suffering all this time, where the hell am I and what the hell I’m doing?? Happen quite some thing currently…and it forces me to think real much…do we human have to growth up when we really losing some one else in our life?? Or some thing bad happen to us?? Do we have to become more mature by going through this way??
All this time, I never thought that some one important to me will leave me…is it because I was too welfare and too happy and satisfied of my life until I couldn’t want to think about it? When they are besides me, I think it was certainly, but the truth is it isn’t certain that they are here for you…
Last week, I cried because I’d received a very bad news…and this week too…things are changing all this time, and any things could be happen at any time…felt that death god is really close to me…felt so scared…
Because of my life is too good now, it makes me forgot that I might lose some thing at any time…
People always said that we must appreciate what we have, so that we wouldn’t regret…is that mean if we really do appreciate some thing, when we lose it we wouldn’t get too regretted?? For me it sounds like that…
Anyhow, life still goes on…don’t wanna think too much…just to wish for a simple mind and simple life…haha XD
Just enjoy life while still can and don’t dare to ask for more d, haha XD
